Baby Portnall

1990 - 1990
LocationSouthport
Age0
Visitors732 since 06/03/2008
Creator

It all started on christmas eve when i was 9 weeks into my pregnancy. I started to bleed and was
taken to hospital to be checked over, all seemed fine the bleeding eased off so i went back home.
Christmas day night i started to bleed again but this time and had severe stomach cramps. On boxing
day morning i was rushed into hospital and was told i"d lost you. I"ll never get to know
if you"d of been a boy or girl but i do know i"ll always remember you and never ever 4get
you x x sleep tight x x


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I stood by your bed last night
I came to have a peep,
I could see that you were crying
and you found it hard to sleep,
I whispered to you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
its me I havn't left you, i'm well
i'm fine, i'm here,
I was close to you a breakfast
I watched you pour your tea,
you were thinking of the many times
your hands reached out to me,
I was with you at the shops today
you're arms were getting sore,
I longed to take your parcels
I wish I could do more,
I was with you at my grave today
you tend it with such care,
I want to reassure you, that i'm not
lying there,
I walked with you towards the house
as you fumbled for your key,
I gently put my hand on you
I smiled and said 'its me'
you looked so very tired
and sank into a chair,
I tried so hard to let you know
that I was standing there,
its possible for me to be
so near to you every day,
to say to you with certainty
I never went away,
you sat there very quietly then smiled
I think you knew,
in the stillness of the evening
I was very close to you,
now the day is over.....I smile
and watch you yawning,
and say good night, god bless,
i'll see you in the morning,
and when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
i'll rush across to greet you
and we'll stand side by side,
I have so many things to show you
there is so much for you to see,
be patient, live your journey out
then come home to be with me.

Love to you and your family, from Vicky xxx

Kayden Buckleys Mummy (Friend) February 20, 2009

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My thoughts are with you and your family always xxx

Kayden Buckleys Mummy (Friend) February 17, 2009

Twinklin Star xxx

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Love from Vicky xxx

Kayden Buckleys Mummy (Friend) February 10, 2009

Heavens Playground xxx

♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫ ♥♫♥♫

There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all the children go
It’s a place that’s full of laughter
Unlike this world here below
There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all our angels play
And the hearts there are so happy
Unlike our hearts feel today
There’s a garden up in Heaven
Where the roses blossom still
While below it feels like winter
All the angels feel no chill
In that garden up in Heaven
You will never find a tear
How we wish we could be with them
Or we still had them down here
There’s no crying in that playground
Just their happy faces there
There’s no pain and there’s no heartache
There’s no illness or despair
They’re too busy with their playing
They’re too happy making friends
It’s their parents wanting answers
And their broken hearts to mend
As they play in Heaven’s playground
All our little angels sing
They don’t question why they’re up there
They don’t ask for anything
All our children play together
In that playground in the sky.

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Love vicky xx

Kayden Buckleys Mummy (Friend) January 27, 2009

angel footprints

These are my footprints,
So perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints,
Never touched the ground at all.

Not one tiny footprint,
For now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant,
For other things.

You will hear my tiny footprints,
In the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
Of joy and not from pain.

You will see my tiny footprints,
In each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you,
If you just give me a chance.

You will see my tiny footprints,
In the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind,
And call each one that grieves.

Most of all, these tiny footprints,
Are found on mommy's heart.
'Cause even though I'm gone now,
We'll NEVER truly part.

Kayden Buckleys Mummy (Friend) January 25, 2009

We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when we awake,
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heart ache
As we try to carry on.

Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.

Love vicky xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kayden Buckleys Mummy (Friend) January 23, 2009

I know what you are feeling. have hope, I am now a mother of 2 girls & have 3 grandchildren. I went through your pain 28 yrs ago. thinking of you. X

Annrodgers (passer by) March 22, 2008

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* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
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. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL
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Cathy Holden March 6, 2008

Dont let them say I was'nt born,
That something stopped my heart,
It does'nt mean that I am gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,
You have my word,I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was meant to be,
God does'nt make mistakes.
But that wont soften your worst blows,
or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Another child you will bear.
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my faceand kiss my lips,
Then you'll understand.
Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes.
That does'nt mean I never was...
An angel never dies.

Cathy Holden March 6, 2008
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